Here’s what I said in the first episode show notes:
I feel easily pressured and overwhelmed these days. Normally, I would just talk to myself to cheer her on or write her a letter of encouragement. But then today I thought, hmmm, maybe we can record these pep talks so we can circle back to it after quite sometime. After we finally overcame. After we went through the hard parts and endured. Hence, a reflection podcast: a reminder to stay afloat.
pt 01: we all live a different kind of hard everyday | show notes
I believe one of my spiritual gifting is exhortation. It is a joy for me to encourage, not only other people, but also myself. I like affirming and reminding a different kind of perspective — the one where there is Hope. It became my habit to talk to myself whenever I feel down or overwhelmed or full of emotions I can’t contain by talking to myself loudly or writing myself letters of encouragement through poetry.
Today, I was in the middle of talking to myself when the thought of recording it came to mind. Initially, I was just going to record over my phone so that I could listen to it some other time. But then, I’m in front of my computer and I have a microphone that was just standing there waiting for it to be a vessel for some spontaneous activity on a random Thursday afternoon: I created a podcast.
It was for my own consumption, yes. Why am I sharing it with few friends or to this blog if it was only for myself? Well, that is because I’m proud of how it turned out. HAHAHA. I meant, it’s not the most amazing podcast that can change your life because I was full of insight or wit or wisdom. I’m proud of my crazy is what I really wanna say. I just jumped right through — not thinking of other things except I will just edit this recording, create some nice artwork for cover photo, and publish it at 8PM. And that is what I did.
Here we are. I have a podcast!
I really do wanted to have a podcast show but what I planned before was something more organized, content-wise; more planned, well-researched. Yet, life just has a way to surprise you. My audio editing was not spectacular HAHAHA! I repeated words in a way that it’s so obvious that I’m overwhelmed and I’m doing a lot of work and I want rest. LOL. But, what can I do? Speaking is different than writing. In writing, you can go back and edit when you think the words are not comprehensive or that you said the same word so many times in a row. In speaking, that’s just you. That’s who you are. Your thoughts, your heart, your mind — that comes out when you speak. I liked that I just went with it even when it’s not perfect.
I just finished Big Magic and Elizabeth Gilbert says: Done is always better than perfect. I’m striking out a dream on my wishlist today because it already came true: Start a podcast.
Do something crazy and surprise yourself. I’m rooting for you! As I’m rooting for me too 🙂